Isn't it always the case when it seems the bleakest things do look brighter and that is the case for me today. I had one last bought last night that was pretty rough, but after that things started feeling better. I was worried because I was starting to vomit on an empty stomach, but then I decided I would eat anyway. I'd rather throw up something than nothing... my logic.
Anyway, today is a better day and I will that the Lord, my friends, and all cosmic energy anywhere for it. I will also thank my lovely Dr for reassuring me and being a voice of reason that I needed to hear.
So today I thought I would share a picture of me real quick. I find it amazing how quickly my hair started to grow as well as my eyebrows. I LOVE the fact that my eyebrows are back, I HATE the fact that they will be gone AGAIN. I "think" I'd take my eyebrows over my hair. Now that I've had 2 breaks and each time my hair has come back so strongly, it is really also like a knife to the back knowing that it will all fall out again. The hurt doesn't change with the length of the hair follicles. I know this time will be not as traumatic as the first, but it will still be so bittersweet, knowing that the possibility is there to regain the old, but also being realistic and knowing that the likelihood isn't so rosy.
But, I want to end this on a happy note. I am feeling stronger and better!
Until next time.