I honestly don't know what that means to me this year... I woke up this morning at 3 am after a rough night of sleep, got up to go potty and then proceeded to yack all over the floor. I stood there fumbling around for the next place to go and the sink is where I made it too.
My wonderful husband who has been staying with me every single night bounced up to help me and things calmed down.
As I sat down in bed and realized that it is indeed January 1st 2011, I just blanked. I don't really know what it means... I wasn't sad, or angry, or happy, or anything... just blank. Then my stomach started to hurt and life began again. Now its 4:30 and I'm getting tired again and I should try to get some sleep.
Hopefully we will be out of here sometime before it gets dark again... that's my goal for today... HOME SWEET HOME with my family around me and no pumps, no vital checks, no blood draws, no hospital food, and no hospital bed.
With that said, I've spend more time here than many of my vacations. The RN's and CNA's here have been the BOMB... I have gotten to know them pretty well and they are a bunch a great gals and guys and have taken the best care of me possible.
Looking onward and forward to 2011 and Beyond!
Until next time...